Australia

Just got back from Sydney early this morning (4am!).

My parents went back to bed but I could not sleep.

The trip was not without crying, but it wasn't to bad.

I am feeling sleeping now, and will probably nap a bit later.

Above is a picture of my brother surfing!

Another man I do not know is standing in the picture though!

\ *o* /

A few nights before we left, we had a BBQ at my sisters - Australian Style!

My sisters husband was out with his parents that night, taking Shaun to visit them for a bit, so we spent a night together in the backyard like we used to do when we were little!

It was the first time in years to do this!

So enjoyable to be just with my siblings and parents.
More calming...

I don't want to say, but I am so Jealous of my sister.
Her love is with her now.
I don't want to be jealous.
but I cannot help it.

During this trip, I acctually grew angry with her.

I wanted to leave, never see her again.

I even thought to strike her with my frustration.

I pray the lord will forgive me for these ugly thoughts.